Tuesday, November 30, 2010

DAMN U EXAMS!!


DAAAAMN!!!!
I'm facing my final examinations now, and today is the third day of F.E!!
Physic, math, and biology, civic, computer, and mulok has been done and I failed 2 out of 6 already!
It was crazy! 30 multiple choices for math plus 3 essay for physic?? And they only gave us 1 and half an hour for us to do all of the questions!!!!GRAOR!! 
OH SHOOT ME! I HATE MULTIPLE CHOICES!
More than half the questions, I answer randomly! I didn't even have the chance to look at the problem!!
CRAP!!! 
I just hope that I passed the other subjects. My scores're decreasing!! >o< 

HELP MEH!!! I HATE U EXAMS!!


Well, tomorrow is Chemistry and Mandarin, I better go study, don't wanna get any other bad scores!! :'(

Monday, November 22, 2010

Waiting For Good Bye

When Heart Is On Depart


I know you call for me
But line was found broken
Your words will not reach me
Since I've already spoken

When heart is on depart
Who words would make it back?
When situation tear us apart
What else could bring me back?

I know their hope is high
They tried to shake my mind 
I know it was not right
But decision is finally mine

When heart no longer remain
Waiting is for good bye
When word no longer remain
Answer is just good bye


Friday, November 19, 2010

Waiting

National Examination's coming closer, which means he has to study extra hard and it will shortened our meeting time.
In addition to that, this week he'll join his last volleyball competition in high school.
We'll rarely get in touch during this week.
But what's make me sad the most is not that I can hardly communicate with him.
It's just that I've never been able to see him in the court!!!!
Oh, come on! This is his last match in high school and I can't see him!
Not in junior high nor high school.. aww so sad :(
But that's ok..
I'll be a good girl and wait for him to come home..
Just like this TEDDY BEAR :)

But still, all of my support goes to my high school's volleyball team!
Even though I can't be there, I'll still cheer you on from here!

GO GO GO DON BOSCO 1 VOLLEYBALL TEAM!!!

Poupee Girl

Hello! I'm kinda addicted to Poupee [Pupe] Girl rite now, and I've been playing it since 4 p.m until now~ lol
Poupee Girl is an unique fashion website for girls.
There, you can dress your avatar with sooo many cute and fashionable clothes!
The avatar is so lovely, you can also choose its hair style, color, skin color, eyes color, and the other facial appearance (you can put on make up too!).
The unique things about Poupee is you can upload and share you own clothes with the other poupeegirl, so we will be so up to date about fashion trend! :>
You can see the example of  Poupee Girl in the right side of this article. See? There is a cute red haired doll with cute dress. Yep! That's my Poupee Girl!
So what are you waiting for? Let's play Poupee Girl together! Just click on my avatar and you'll be directed to Poupee Girl Website. Enjoy! :D

P.S. If you wanna get one free long sleeve shirt for your avatar, just tell me your e-mail. I'll invite you so you'll get the invitation present. Cheers!

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Twitter:Timeline of Emotion

My emotion is so unstable lately, I become so sensitive right now and easily get mad.. -__-
I can't scream in the real world so the only way to release my stress is to write something in the cyber world, which is twitter for me : I
I was very angry about something so I said something very very harsh on my twitter account last night :<
Well, I somewhat regret it now..
Moreover, there are so many people asking me what has happened..
Ugh.. It's not that I don't wanna tell..In fact, I really wanna share this with anybody..but this isn't something I can talk freely --__-- and I forbid myself to let someone knows..
Huft.. that's why I can only yell at twitter..implicitly..
Sorry guys, I really appreciate all of your attentions, but I can't tell you the reason why I was so angry yesterday.. Not now.. But, maybe someday, when all of these are over.. I can be free..and I will be able to share.. things that wasn't meant to be spoken.. :')

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Good Bye My Heart

Life is kinda sad for me right now..
It has been hurting me these days lately..
Night by night I cried myself to sleep..
Comforting myself but eroding my heart..
Now half part is gone,its left a big hole..

I know life is not always about happiness..
Sometimes it tastes bitter too..
And by that time we'll learn..
How to treasure joy the most..

So, good bye my heart..
Find your own happiness..
Since I'll find mine too..

Friday, November 12, 2010

Sweet,Great Story : Carrots, Eggs, and Coffee Beans

This story was taken from my bahasa midterm exam, translated by me, with slight different arrangement.
“CARROTS, EGG, AND COFFEE BEAN”
Α little girl were complaining about her difficult life to his father. Confused and didn’t know what to do anymore, she fell exhausted, and was thinking about giving up. In her life, problems always come one after another.
Her father, who was a chef brought her into the kitchen. He took 3 pans and filled them with water. After that he boiled the water and put carrots, eggs, and coffee beans in each pans without saying anything.
The daughter remained silence and waited impatiently. She was astonished with what her father did. After waiting for approximately 20 minutes, her father finally turned off the stove. He put the carrot in one bowl, and the eggs in the other one. He also pour the coffee into a cup.
Then, he asked his daughter, “What do you see, dear?”
“Carrots, eggs, and coffee,” she replied.
After that, his father ask her to touch the carrot, break the egg, and smell the coffee. How surprising, when she touched the carrot, it felt so soft, and when she removed the egg shell, the egg has been solid. Α smile carved on her face when she smelled the coffee since it has a really nice fragrant. She asked her father humbly, “What does that mean, Father?”
Her father explained, “They have been suffering under the same conditions, which is the boiled water, yet the result are different for each other. Carrots which was rough at first, after facing a problem, they become soft,weak. Eggs which was so gentle formerly, when getting into problems, suffering, death, and sorrow, they become unyielding. But Coffee Beans are unique. When they were boiled and reached the maximum, boiling points, 373 Kelvin degrees, coffee beans turned plain water into one delicious beverage instead. They can turn around the situation into the better one. Which one are you, honey? Carrot, egg, or coffee bean?”

This story is so deep, it has a thoughtful and serious meaning. I was crying secretly when I read it this morning. It was like God gave me the answer for my problems, like He spoke to me through this story. I felt an invisible slap. God is near, He is with me all the time, but I just don’t realize, He raise me up when I’m down, He help me when I fall. Countless time I have broken his heart, but He never leave me, and forgive me with tender and love..I fell ashamed..for hurting Him over and over again..I’m sorry… 
Please teach me how to love You, Jesus, with all my heart :)